Honoring Individual & Collective Evolution
Hello humans and dear community,
I woke up this morning with some fire and passion in my heart surrounding directionality. Collectively, even if we are not conscious of it, we are currently in a recalibration, redefining, and rebuild.
Navigating the past few years has been a portal for all of us in a myriad of ways. Every single person in my life has experienced huge individual transformation/shifts internally as well as externally. If we look at who and what we are personally and societally - it's not the same as it was - and we are currently attempting to navigate that reality. How do we move forward when so much is different?
For myself, the past 3 years brought about a divorce which then led me to break down every other program that was running me that didn't feel like my own. As I shed what felt false, I remembered my Self, my soul, and my spirit again. The past 3 years have fundamentally changed me, the nature of my reality, and how I choose to engage with it. What's it been like for you? What is absolutely not the same? Has the origin point shifted? What has come to light and to the surface that demands moving differently in order to continue on?
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PROCESS STUDIO was birthed through a need to create a container that was mirroring the internal paradigm shift I was feeling - the old way wasn't working anymore. I didn't want to build from the false without acknowledging that EVERYTHING is different now - I'm different now. With that in mind, I do not plan on functioning from old models to "build" something that's origin point is a new one. I'm not into "quick/more/ego driven" modes of creating and externalizing. For better (and sometimes it feels like worse) - I've broken this down in my being so I'm no longer functioning from what no longer is. Once I started to break down the old system within my system - I could see how it was showing up and manifesting in the people, places, and things around me. The whole thing unraveled within my being - which ultimately, though it didn't feel like it at the time, has "saved" my life and what I define life to be.
The PROCESS STUDIO space is taking its' time to reveal itself to me in an organic way that supports all the life it will hold. Similar to my unfolding, I am letting it unfold without attachment or too much agenda. My question is what is right/divinely aligned/honors life - that is how I "lead", "organize". "build", and "direct". My business is being cocreated by the people and community entering it showing me and teaching me what is most necessary for our individual and collective evolution now - which I see as all of us building together. I'm not into marketing something (yet) that is still revealing itself in its' intimate conversation with my Self, the space, and the community - the parts that are involved in it. I am into having that conversation established in an honest way and trust that the rest will come with time. I know some people might bring in the "fear/scarcity" paradigm here and tell me this isn't wise - but, again, I refuse to move by outdated templates that don't have the depth of truth at their core.
I am intentionally bringing facilitators in that feel grounded in their work, authenticity, and understanding that the fundamental reality of how we are moving needs to shift. I am taking my time with this as I'm not trying to bring in energy that is functioning from old models, attempting to commodify, or function solely from ego/personal gain. Again, once one has broken this down within one's own being the felt sense of when people are moving from the false is very apparent. I have no desire to bring in energy that rushes or speeds up the organic cycle - its' own, mine, the space, or the community that belongs to it. I do not engage in my life, personally or professionally, with energy that refuses to honor the sacredness of life authentically and honestly. I am very protective of my own energy and my business in this way.
I'm really into a slow build where I can understand and trust the energy behind everything that's going into it. I'm into a birthing of something where I am breaking down the old way in my Self as the new way is presenting itself. I don't feel the need to perform, compete, and or function from a "what's the next thing put it out there now" model. Moving authentically and creating honestly is the only place I'm interested in moving from. If it takes a lifetime to put out this business, but it is a business that actually honors the life of NOW, that's truly here - I would consider it a life well spent. That is where I'm functioning from, any energy that's not in agreement with that, I just don't engage with it anymore.
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So this is where we are at ....a vulnerable share of the search for an unknown path forward that honors that its' fundamentally different than it used to be. The past few years I've rebuilt my entire being and person around a new origin point of truth. It has been some of the hardest and also most rewarding years in my life thus far because I am not the same person I was. This is undeniable. I refuse to let old paradigms and fear hide this reality. I am recalibrating to a path forward that is being understood and created in real time - my capacity to be with my Self and the unknown in this has been built over the past few years. I am feeling no need to rush, but I am ready for what's to come - determined in an investing in a new way that honors truth.
What the past few years have required of me to move through, shed, reveal, and understand have shifted my whole life trajectory. Remembering who I was by shedding the false is not a pretty or elegant process. It's a vulnerable movement of the the spirit/heart - which requires mourning all that was running me for the years of my life prior. It was time in solitude with my Self understanding that I forgot who I was for many years of my life. It was a being with every layer of me that hadn't gotten the attention or care that it needed.
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THE PROCESS PROGRAM seed was planted during the pandemic, while I was still married, but I was feeling the energetic and collective shift. It was my greatest teacher - the birthing of this program. I had the felt bodily knowing that it was all going to be different from here on out. The work I was here to do was going to be different, I was going to be different, and my whole reality was going to shift since the energy already had. I think in these moments, if we are courageous we say "okay, it's different now - we gotta show up different" or we grasp to the old from survival wounding which will continually be triggered because the "old" isn't anymore. For me, I had to honor that it all was going to change from here on out. This program was an invitation to a rebuild and excavation that I went through my Self over the past 3 years.
I have come out on the other side of all this (even thought there will always be another side) with the truth of me. I ran the first iteration of THE PROCESS PROGRAM last year, much of it over zoom, with souls that were feeling the collective shift and needed a container to understand themselves in it. I am excited to run it with an intimate group of 5 souls this year in person who are into discovering, understanding, and calibrating to where we are at NOW. The program works into every layer of Self to not only shed the old but EMBODY the new.
It's different now, let's recalibrate to that difference. Let's not be so quick to build out of fear from outdated models and systems that are not longer resonate. So much is reorganizing that we can allow ourselves to attune to our own individual reorganization in the process.
If you are looking for a container to understand and meet the layers of Self and attune to your own personal evolutionary journey, THE PROCESS PROGRAM might be for you. This is a 3 month container of learning how to remember who and what you are NOW. There is shedding of false imprints/clearing energy on every layer to attune to embodying the new reality experienced through you. This is a sacred container of COMMITTED humans who are willing to show up and do the work, the benefit being that claiming the Self in the truest sense is the end game. I am only interested in having those that are willing to meet their depths and step forward with courage into this new reality - as that is what I have put my Self through THE PROCESS of doing in order to birth this program, PROCESS STUDIO, and everything in my life currently. My embodiment is a testament to the program I created. I have my Self, I have my Soul, and I know who I am - to me that is/was worth it all.
If this program calls to you, reach out, let's chat more to see if it's truly aligned. If you are eager to evolve and embody what that looks/feels like for the YOU now - reach out. I'm into working with people that are interested and courageous enough to get their energy behind building a new that honors life - even if the path is uncertain.
Thank you for reading this long, but felt necessarily long, message.
Here's to the new may it teach us who we are becoming,
I love you,
Bree